Finding Prayer

A prayer than dies,
instantly,
One, Two, Three,
words spoken,
break from God,
cut from source,
death to fruit,
dieing, rotting,
nothing left,
taste a taste,
just one taste,
sour! sour!
quenching face,
No help!
No need!
dieing to self,
sacrifice,
altar of prayer,
not your choice,
Love, Joy,
Happiness!